Hello guys, just wanted to tell my story see if anyone could explain or have had similiar experiences.
My smoking career was when i was 15-17 i'd never had a single bad experience before this one. i could handle my own and could keep up with old timers
i would of considered myself a fairly seasoned smoker at the time my use of cannabis wasnt consistent would usually smoke few times a week ranging from a few grams up to q/half oz.
This particular month where the incident happened me and a friend were smoking every day about a gram tops, i rolled up a L plate didnt use a crazy amount or anything i just had a wierd feeling that when my stomach into my neck (to the left my adams apple) felt like a raising bubble feeling very strange... it super freaked me out and put me off completely i was super pissed obviously id never had any adverse effect nothing about this day was any different just cant understand why it happened tbh. i try to smoke a little after this but the lingering feeling of what if it happens again caused me to quit entirely.
I should note im not a anxious or paranoid person at all i dont worry in my day to day life very go with a flow sort of guy.
Fast forward to today
i picked up a gram and smoke some with my misses but wasnt pushing it at all and hardly got high because i wanted to take it slow because there is a lingering nervousness.
a few days after this when we used up the bud i fancied a smoke so i emptied the thc out of my 4peice grinder and smoke that and actually got high misjudged how powerful that stuff is the nervousness was there and the feeling was intense so i just got up and when for a walk halfway through started giggling to myself about how i'd gotten myself so high and started to relax little, but still a little nervous
Bascially if i keep at it do you think i'll learn to trust cannabis again
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