I just smoke as much as I can afford really. I'm only 21 and have epilepsy because I have a scar on my brain from having a tumor removed, the tumor was causing much more seizures than what the scar is now though. I receive benefits for what I have and to be honest, I don't really feel ashamed spending about 60% of it on weed and 20% on seeds, the other 20% goes to my parents for board i.e living costs in their house. I've never been able to live so happy until I started smoking weed, but it does cause some hassle that not smoking can prevent and that's the fact that my parents don't let me smoke it, really pisses me off tbh. I will get my own place one day, I aren't vulnerable enough to not live independently but it would make my mother worry a bit, but it has to happen one day. I smoke about 1/8 a day when I've got the cash and just go without when I'm skint, when I've got money I just buy it. I have it about 90-95% of the time. I only buy a lot of seeds because I'm building a good seed collection (mostly regulars) to start with, plus a lot of good genetics just stop being sold after a while.
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