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paranoid777
19-12-10, 05:01 PM
Hello my firends.My name is Michael and i am glad to meet you here.
i want to discuss with you my expirenece and problem the same time and hear your opinions and expirences.
Ok so...I am almost 23 years old now and i have quite smokin weed for about 4 years now.
I use to smoke weed for 3 years.First months i was smoking about 1-3 joints every day.After (i start love weed so much) i was smoking every day at least 8 joints the day and the last 1 year i was smoking all day.This last year i was smoking and drinking and some alcochol the same time but mostly smoking..The last 1 year i was smoking i start having problems with sleeping i could stay 2 or 3 day without sleep and didnt want to eat also.i became skinny really fast.Then i start getting paranoid and in the end i reallised i had panic atacks and depression.really bad though, the first months i had about 7-8 panic atacks every day.Then i realised i have to quite smoking weed.When i quite i was taking meds for panic atacks and depression for 2 years.Now i am much better and its rare to have a panic atack but some days i feel nervous and then i have to use bromazepam.So the thing now is this: I am without weed so long time and i have start really missing it.Not the overuse i was doing but just have a joint and relax,same time though i am afraid that maybe make me worst again...But now instead of smoking weed i drink too much alcochol.every day for the last year.whiskey,wine and beers.i want to stop drinking and want try again some weed.The problem is that the weed its available around is mostly indica and really heavy one so you get verry stoned, right now i want to start with sativa but a light thc one see how my body reacts.What strain you thing i should get?Also did any other of you had same problems in the past or now?And what you did to feel better?of course every body/mind reacts different but i mean in general lines...
thank you guys for listening me and hope get some replies!
Michael.
mellowed
19-12-10, 05:12 PM
Don't smoke weed or drink mate.
lambert29
19-12-10, 05:12 PM
If things didnt agree with me i wouldnt do them
mellowed
19-12-10, 05:13 PM
Well if you are saying that smoking weed is giving you all these problems then why would you want to carry on smoking.
CockRoach
19-12-10, 05:20 PM
ever heard of suppressing your feelings?
works for me - i smoke and if i get all jumpy i just smoke a bit more and watch summin to take my mind off it.
pansys man i swear lol
paranoid777
19-12-10, 05:48 PM
Well...Drinking right now doesnt cause me panic attacks,thats good!...But i guess its worst for your health alcochol than weed.Also yes i know if something turns out bad for you you stop it,like i did with weed.i have so many years to smoke and i didnt miss it.but right now i have start missing it because i am preety sure i am becoming an alcocholic now...I love alcochol like i used to love weed.But alcochol its much worst than weed...i dont know.i am confused.i am happy with alcochol right now but after so many years i start thinking about weed every day.maybe i am a dickhead because when you have health problems you must not looking out for substances but just be clean and good..But the reallity is that i cant live my life without something that makes me high like alcochol does it now fpr me.Right now i have drink 15 500ml beers and 3 whiskys and feel good!but next day is so shity for me every day,with wee it wasnt like that....
Have you tried gym?
#I have a pretty addictive personality and the only way i can be totally clean is if i'm hitting the gym everyday (addiction again i spose but a good'n
:xmas:
CockRoach
19-12-10, 05:57 PM
try some coke that will sort ya out lol
paranoid777
19-12-10, 06:01 PM
hehe yeah i used to be going gym years before and liked it but still wanted to have something make my mind go away...i know its a bad idea messing with substanses when you have problems but thats how i always been i liked my mind goes away i start drinking much from verry young age and after i find weed and it was my BIG love :) There were days i was with my girl and instead of fuck her i would prefer have a big joint (sucks i know :P ) but i have decided to give it a try again just a joint but just trying to find out which one would be the best for me now
paranoid777
19-12-10, 06:03 PM
try some coke that will sort ya out lol
forgot to mention in the start that coke made me stop all the shit...lol had 2 times coke and made me so paranoid that i said fuck never again anything but after 4 years beeing clean i started hate my life because i just wasnt my self...i tried hang out with diferent people going gym going swimming all the time and still wasnt happy..I am a fucking strange person i guess :) always need something for my head.but right now takeing pills and alcochol i dont thing its better than weed...lol
CockRoach
19-12-10, 06:04 PM
i reckon suicide is the only option then tbh
paranoid777
19-12-10, 06:05 PM
haha no no i like to be alive and fuck my self :P kidding!
StonedAsFuck
19-12-10, 06:07 PM
i reckon suicide is the only option then tbh
:D do it, do it
weed makes me paranoid and my blood boil, but its the sacrifice i make to feel mellow, sometimes if i feel my go will just leave the spliff alone for an hour or 2!
get a grip and stop bein a lil pussy!
StonedAsFuck
19-12-10, 06:09 PM
haha no no i like to be alive and fuck my self :P kidding!
you like to fuck yourself???? :barmy::boobs:
woop,woop 100 posts of premium spam :dj:
paranoid777
19-12-10, 06:12 PM
since english its not my language (i am Greek) i guess this didnt sound like the way we say it here lol
meaning fuck up my brain
paranoid777
19-12-10, 06:18 PM
whats that? :)
CockRoach
19-12-10, 06:20 PM
cough that would make him african not greek
someone had to say it lol
Mr Swilly
19-12-10, 06:21 PM
I would lay off all of it and go and see a doc. Sounds like you need some medication from an expert. Easily fixed.
When you get better, please remember, just because you ain't paranoid, it doesn't mean they still ain't watching you. Lol
Yer health s important mate. Sort it out.
paranoid777
19-12-10, 06:29 PM
i have seen a doc and he said me i am ok i dont get standar therapy.just if some day feel stresed i get a pill.sometimes for 3-4 months i dont have to take even 1 pill.but all this time i still drinking alcochol..Anyway thanks for your time...I guess i will try smoke much less than i used to smoke have a small joint and see if makes me paranoid then i know i have to stay with alcochol...... :P
Mr Swilly
19-12-10, 06:31 PM
Fair enough mate. Hope it works out.
Get lightly pissed and lightly stoned daily. I have been for 10 years and I'm as happy as a dog with two dicks.
Mikee B-igBud$$$
19-12-10, 06:36 PM
Hello my firends.My name is Michael and i am glad to meet you here.
i want to discuss with you my expirenece and problem the same time and hear your opinions and expirences.
Ok so...I am almost 23 years old now and i have quite smokin weed for about 4 years now.
I use to smoke weed for 3 years.First months i was smoking about 1-3 joints every day.After (i start love weed so much) i was smoking every day at least 8 joints the day and the last 1 year i was smoking all day.This last year i was smoking and drinking and some alcochol the same time but mostly smoking..The last 1 year i was smoking i start having problems with sleeping i could stay 2 or 3 day without sleep and didnt want to eat also.i became skinny really fast.Then i start getting paranoid and in the end i reallised i had panic atacks and depression.really bad though, the first months i had about 7-8 panic atacks every day.Then i realised i have to quite smoking weed.When i quite i was taking meds for panic atacks and depression for 2 years.Now i am much better and its rare to have a panic atack but some days i feel nervous and then i have to use bromazepam.So the thing now is this: I am without weed so long time and i have start really missing it.Not the overuse i was doing but just have a joint and relax,same time though i am afraid that maybe make me worst again...But now instead of smoking weed i drink too much alcochol.every day for the last year.whiskey,wine and beers.i want to stop drinking and want try again some weed.The problem is that the weed its available around is mostly indica and really heavy one so you get verry stoned, right now i want to start with sativa but a light thc one see how my body reacts.What strain you thing i should get?Also did any other of you had same problems in the past or now?And what you did to feel better?of course every body/mind reacts different but i mean in general lines...
thank you guys for listening me and hope get some replies!
Michael.
hi mate just read your post and your storys quite similier to mine really basically started smoking at 13 and it would occasionally make me anxious and paranoid but most of the time it was really good.anyway as time went by the bad experiances on weed got worse to the point i had to see a doctor who said i had a cannabis induced psychosis which eventually passed,it was quite bad while i had it even tho it only lasted about five days but i was thinking stuff like the people from the tv was talking to me and plotting ideas to get me ,hallucinating,hearing voices,thinking i was jesus lol.anyway a stopped smoking for about a 3 months then started again by this time i would have been about 17,i know you would have thought i would'nt start again but ive always had an obsession with cannabis i just love it too much,it was so good smoking it when i did'nt get paranoid that it was worth taking the gamble.anyway smoked again for a few monthes until it got too much again only this time the paranoia wasent there it was more symptoms of anxiety so stopped again and symptoms started getting worse even though i had stopped smoking.i was eventually classed as having OCD,dont think this was caused by weed as ive always had symptoms of it but i think it did bring it out of me alot more,anyway stopped toking this time for over a year,by this time i had a little control over the ocd but it will always be there in the back of my mind,so started thinking about smoking again as i missed it alot and even though i swore this time that i wouldent i just thought fuck it ive got ocd now, its not going away so what have i got to lose,also i did a bit of research about anxiety/ocd sufferers smoking weed and found out that cannabis(indica)can actually help it as long as you take it in small amounts,so thats what i did and i was absolutely fine on it ,if anything i'd say it actually made me better as i had none of the obsessive thoughts that i was having.anyway since then(3 months ago)ive been practically smoking weed everyday and because i started off small amounts i built up a tolerance to it so can now enjoy a fat spliff at nite and NEVER get any bad side effects,so basically m8 i say go for it,start of with just a pinch of it in a joint and then when youre not really feeling the same off that amount increase it abit,as long as you try to stick to mainly indica strains you should be alright,hope this has helped as my fingers are now hurting lol.
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paranoid777
20-12-10, 08:34 AM
hi mate just read your post and your storys quite similier to mine really basically started smoking at 13 and it would occasionally make me anxious and paranoid but most of the time it was really good.anyway as time went by the bad experiances on weed got worse to the point i had to see a doctor who said i had a cannabis induced psychosis which eventually passed,it was quite bad while i had it even tho it only lasted about five days but i was thinking stuff like the people from the tv was talking to me and plotting ideas to get me ,hallucinating,hearing voices,thinking i was jesus lol.anyway a stopped smoking for about a 3 months then started again by this time i would have been about 17,i know you would have thought i would'nt start again but ive always had an obsession with cannabis i just love it too much,it was so good smoking it when i did'nt get paranoid that it was worth taking the gamble.anyway smoked again for a few monthes until it got too much again only this time the paranoia wasent there it was more symptoms of anxiety so stopped again and symptoms started getting worse even though i had stopped smoking.i was eventually classed as having OCD,dont think this was caused by weed as ive always had symptoms of it but i think it did bring it out of me alot more,anyway stopped toking this time for over a year,by this time i had a little control over the ocd but it will always be there in the back of my mind,so started thinking about smoking again as i missed it alot and even though i swore this time that i wouldent i just thought fuck it ive got ocd now, its not going away so what have i got to lose,also i did a bit of research about anxiety/ocd sufferers smoking weed and found out that cannabis(indica)can actually help it as long as you take it in small amounts,so thats what i did and i was absolutely fine on it ,if anything i'd say it actually made me better as i had none of the obsessive thoughts that i was having.anyway since then(3 months ago)ive been practically smoking weed everyday and because i started off small amounts i built up a tolerance to it so can now enjoy a fat spliff at nite and NEVER get any bad side effects,so basically m8 i say go for it,start of with just a pinch of it in a joint and then when youre not really feeling the same off that amount increase it abit,as long as you try to stick to mainly indica strains you should be alright,hope this has helped as my fingers are now hurting lol.
,
Thank you very much for the reply my friend was really helpfull.I will try with a not so strong strain and see how it goes.Cause in the end of the day i prefer smoke some weed than become an alcocholic i see how close i am to be and dont really like that!Also in my case its verry possible the panic was from too many coffes and 3 packs of cigs i had every day for years,after one point when i had even 1 coffee my heart was going crazy!and start having panic atacks,so maybe it was mainly from too much coffe and nicotine because with weed before i never had problems not even 1 single time,i always enjoed it,but the point is that back then i was smokking too much weed too many cigarets and drinking lots of coffes every day.So probably all this together made my brain fucked up...Anyway we see!
i will let you kinow how it goes when the experiment done :)
have a nice day!
Fair enough mate. Hope it works out.
Get lightly pissed and lightly stoned daily. I have been for 10 years and I'm as happy as a dog with two dicks.
as happy as NDUBZ?
Up_in_smoke
20-12-10, 12:03 PM
Jesus christ, sometimes I swear I'm on a self help forum with threads like this. LOL
If I have a problem with my health, I go to the doctor.
And if I think something is making my ill, I don't do it.
And I thought this was all common sense that most people lived by, go figure
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