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    Quote Originally Posted by Bunda-Erbb View Post
    I know some have said they feel the same but IMO....

    Your a nut job, lay off the erbb unless your in a comfy place, Otherwise shit could get serious. If your not enjoying it don't do it, as scrogger mentioned he won't smoke where he knows he'll feel/act like a twat...

    I'd be interested to see your "drug diary"

    Art says a lot about the artist....

    If its all fruit bowls, bunnys and ganja leaves your fine....it's time to worry if its full of gory weird shit

    Best of luck with your sanity...
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    Quote Originally Posted by scoobydoomiki View Post
    I've been smoking for a few years now, and it took a while to get used to, but now i do like to get get high, but there's something that always bugs me. This might seem silly...
    When i smoke with a group of people, or im high in a public place, or even if i'm only with one other person, my mind goes into mega over-thinking mode. I can't stop worrying, and thinking, and being so self conscious (am i saying 'like' too much? was what i just said weird? am i acting normal?) and other people get on my nerves more (ew i can hear how dry his mouth is when he talks, oh my god just stop talking, why are they so rude?, etc...)
    My brain just fills with rushing thoughts and i try to stay calm and not over-think, but its very hard for me. I get paranoid, and i always get so scared that i'm not acting normal, and i'm not normal, and the people i'm with might think i'm a weirdo, or they're too cool for me, and i'm not one of them... I also feel emotionally numb when i'm stoned around people, for example, with people i love, i feel nothing.
    Lately there HAS been some really really good times when i'm high with someone, (my boyfriend), and those times have been nice, i haven't over-thinked as much, but it's still kind of there.

    Thing is, I really love to get high by myself. When i'm by myself I don't feel paranoid, and i don't feel like an outsider because i can be a weirdo and do what i want and not try to be normal because no ones watching me I just feel like when i get high, my state of mind is a very very personal thing to me, and I can't be around so many people when i'm like that. I guess its like being naked.
    When i'm stoned alone, i keep a big art journal full of random colorful words, and drawings, and paintings. I just sit there for hours in a trance just scribbling down whatever i think or feel, and painting whatever i feel, and drawing whatever i think of. There's some pretty weird things in my "drug diary" as i call it. I don't let anyone look in it, except for my boyfriend. It's like a book full of... my mind.

    My point is, being high is like being naked to me. It doesn't feel natural to be in public, and i get self conscious when i'm with anyone. But when i'm alone, i'm free to just let it all go. haha
    I wish i could be one of those laid-back, chilled stoner type people.. But i'm not. I'm strange. haha :')

    I was just wondering if anyone else is like this at all? Does anyone else get this?
    Gonna weigh in with my thoughts on this, was discussing with a friend the other day.

    First off, seems as though you are pretty worried about this. I wouldn't be. Being "normal" ain't something to strive for. Does not seem like there is anything "wrong" with you anyway.

    When you get high it can be like information overload coupled with intense focus. Therefore you find yourself dwelling more on individual moments and thoughts than you ordinarily would. Also, if you care about how you are perceived in general, then you can spend too much time considering happenings through this lens. As someone mentioned before it is really all about giving no fucks.

    True friends will laugh at/with you in equal measure if you are acting silly. I suggest trying to focus more on "if this person thinks I am weird so what, is that position really of any consequence to me?" 9/10 nope, not one iota. Try to let go of ego as much as possible.

    I guess the majority of stoners get paranoid from time to time. For me just ignore these kinds of feelings and if paranoia is warranted then deal with situation as and when required.

    Would be a shame for you to miss out, as getting stoned with friends brings a whole new dimension to the joys of being high.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bunda-Erbb View Post
    We all know you and ya missis are mental scrogger, there's no denying it mate
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    Quote Originally Posted by tokersupreme View Post
    don't forget the dog
    Hahahaha he's calmed right down now. He loves giving me baths tho. I'm sure he's trying to lick me to death lol

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    Idk, I kinda dont like to smoke alone, because I'm social person, I like to talk with somebody, esspecialy when I'm stoned, it makes me happy more than I'm alone. Also if ur with different people and they smoke too, it's interesting to compare the effects because we are different, each of us.

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    Scooby doo, i know exactly how you feel.. But for me its bot just when i smoke, its all the time.

    I started to notice from a young age that i am a bit different to everyone else, i used to basicaly have like panic attacks when i became the centre of attention in the slightest. When i am one step out of my comfort zone i freak out!

    By this i basicaly get all hot and sweaty, cant think straight for a moment and go bright bright red in the face.

    I dont know if there is a cure for this, but i am a lot better now that i work in a place where 3 days a week i am serving customers. Some days i will be fine and wont have a little panic attack all day, some days i will be thinking to myself and put myself into one

    Although they dont last more than like ten seconds, its very imbariising, but i can cope and get on with life! I think being stoned helps to prevent these attacks, but it also intencifys them and they last longer and i feel more hotter and sweatyer

    Excuse the bad english im on my lunchbreak and have to be quick

    Has any one else thaught of ways to go around these little attacks?



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    I hope I don't get this feeling when I start to smoke! (maybe)

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    i agree jinkysoars i think it has a lot to do with thc dominant strains and if the op had the right strain they probs wouldnt get so negative an effect,i find if i smoke these super high thc strains that dont have the cbd in i get para,whiteys and dont enjoy it at all.and i find whilst it does encourage creativity that helps with dealing with life/boredom.op get yourself afghan1 seeds smoke that and you be good!
    Quote Originally Posted by JinkysOars View Post
    I too experience this on way too many occasions! Chatty happy go lucky to socially dysfunctional in the puff of a joint! Anxiety which I put down to smoking the wrong weed! I have found that whenever i'm out socialising more often than not someone will have a joint or two on the go! Too often i've had a puff of the unknown herb! I believe the answer is to find yourself a suitable strain with comfortable effects grow it out yourself and stick to your own herbs!

    This paranoid freak here is on that mission to find a strain suited to my needs so I can grow and smoke in comfort! Too many smokes have made me feel less than comfortable! I have came across a few wonderful strains I really like and enjoy but i've also smoked a lot of weed that I quite frankly find dangerous for me and my mind!

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    I've always preached its in the mind lol you start thinking about being paranoid weed will make sure you feel it, i always felt like it enhanced whatever mood state i may go in, if i'm happy i get happier n so on.
    I've never whitied on weed tho, everytime i feel a bit queesy i get a glass of water, now i dunno what it is weather its placebo effect or that water is generally some kind of miricle cure but i find a glass of water and 5 mins of some good old fresh o2 and im feeling fine.
    So maybe the sorta environment you start in becomes the most comfortable as i guess thats what your brain first associates it with, for me it was always the thing with the mates, not only were we drinking we were smoking weed and crying for hours with laughter, or all hiding up trees coz someone could see some shadowy panther 13 odd 14 yr olds up trees shouting "is it still there, can you see it?" must've been hilarious to passers by lol

    Stonedd i feel your pain its done me for a good 24 years lol i been this way ever since a kid, how i am with my family friends is completely different to how i am around others, i lost 3 jobs because one day i would wake up and no matter what could not drive myself to go, i felt bad, i had to glue my arse to the toilet, i was overwhelmed enough to quit my job, at school i used to be in near tears just having to read a page from a book to the class, i'd go fully red faced if i was so much as merely pointed out to the class good or bad and if i did something embarrassing it would plague me all day maybe all week to the point i'd wanna skive off (my dad was tough love tho, if your not near death your well enough for school), only jobs ive held down are part time ones because im never there long enough for my mind to start dwelling on it and let it kick in.

    Theres no mirical cure for it, i've got a lot better but its took a long time, with work i just try and make it a comfort zone, maybe have my own little space or a radio, or sometimes just agreeing with the manager that i may have to get some fresh air suddenly, anything to help me just feel relaxed and more importantly comfortable.

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    Quote Originally Posted by givitup View Post
    I've always preached its in the mind lol you start thinking about being paranoid weed will make sure you feel it, i always felt like it enhanced whatever mood state i may go in, if i'm happy i get happier n so on.
    I've never whitied on weed tho, everytime i feel a bit queesy i get a glass of water, now i dunno what it is weather its placebo effect or that water is generally some kind of miricle cure but i find a glass of water and 5 mins of some good old fresh o2 and im feeling fine.
    So maybe the sorta environment you start in becomes the most comfortable as i guess thats what your brain first associates it with, for me it was always the thing with the mates, not only were we drinking we were smoking weed and crying for hours with laughter, or all hiding up trees coz someone could see some shadowy panther 13 odd 14 yr olds up trees shouting "is it still there, can you see it?" must've been hilarious to passers by lol

    Stonedd i feel your pain its done me for a good 24 years lol i been this way ever since a kid, how i am with my family friends is completely different to how i am around others, i lost 3 jobs because one day i would wake up and no matter what could not drive myself to go, i felt bad, i had to glue my arse to the toilet, i was overwhelmed enough to quit my job, at school i used to be in near tears just having to read a page from a book to the class, i'd go fully red faced if i was so much as merely pointed out to the class good or bad and if i did something embarrassing it would plague me all day maybe all week to the point i'd wanna skive off (my dad was tough love tho, if your not near death your well enough for school), only jobs ive held down are part time ones because im never there long enough for my mind to start dwelling on it and let it kick in.

    Theres no mirical cure for it, i've got a lot better but its took a long time, with work i just try and make it a comfort zone, maybe have my own little space or a radio, or sometimes just agreeing with the manager that i may have to get some fresh air suddenly, anything to help me just feel relaxed and more importantly comfortable.
    I have lost jobs the same way in the past mate, even working with my dad i get flustered at times now. Its just they way we were born - very aware of our surroundings and other peoples feelings


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