Originally Posted by
AllAboutM.E
You guys are saving me from going insane, thank you!
Nuube, same here, the prescribed meds are going to get me one day, that's another reason I'm scared currently, I'm more aware of my own mortality than ever. The powers that be are going to kill me, it's a simple as that. You obviously talk from much experience too. How long have you been growing? And hows it gone for you? I like you only do it at night, I can cope and get by during the day, as long as I have a light at the end of the tunnel each day, that's the thing that matters.
Dragon... again, see many similarities to you. I think when you have literally no choice but to turn to cannabis, until you've been to that level of pain and anguish, you truly have no concept of why it's such a great plant... you know, I know, many people on here know, and yet the loved ones who are supposed to get it still never fully understand the desperation. My partner knows the facts, she knows that this truly is my god send, but at no point can she get over the legality.
As regards to my own place; I have tried quite a few times in the past for independence, both on my own steam, and with help, alas, I do not get the help needed... like many people in my boat, we scrape by with the bare minimum, and little else is on offer. We are a between the cracks lot. Believe me, my own place would be brilliant... but the only reason I get help in the first place is due to the fact I have to have care and support, which renders independence a pipe dream. Please know I'm not knocking all the help and suggestions you keep giving, but as I have said previous, it's at the point where I need to be honest and straight with you all on here, and show you just how stuck I, and many like me, actually are. Not a day goes by where I'm not exploring some avenue or outlet, but the powers that be see to it that I reach a dead end at all turns.
I've suggested to my partner to join this forum and ask and discuss all of her issues and problems, I feel this could be helpful all round too. We're still breaking down with no solutions.
Luv to you all once more, and all my thanks is truly meant!!
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