Originally Posted by
bowie1803
hi everyone, I'm back, I'm the person who started the thread.
Quick recap. I'm someone doesn't drink or smoke. I've never tried recreational drugs. I am someone who has a longstanding high anxiety level.
I tried a cbd/thc oral oil that wasn't prescribed for me, 1ml= 10mg cbd/ 10mg thc. I took 1ml, ONLY once (should've gone way slower or better yet never touched it due to pre existing high anxiety). I had a bad experience, filled with fear, panic, trembling. Really unpleasant.
So, after 2.5 months since trying the oil, I'm still not back to my old self. I'm still far more anxious than my old anxious self.
I've spoken to you guys on the forum, spoken to medical professionals and to therapists.
They all pretty much agree, that it is me freaking out/worrying about my bodily sensations and what has happened during the drug experience. That I am fearing what's happened or what will happen. Essentially, it is ME that it doing all this through my thinking. That I am stuck in a loop.
So, I have been given some Valium to use when really needed, it helps, but not long term solution.
Things are tough, my body is hyper-aroused. Don't feel good at all. Miss my old anxious self.
I'm getting some medically prescribed 100% CBD oil, I qualify. Maybe that'll help me. I refuse to be on psychiatric meds such as Prozac (ssri's, snri's etc), they've hurt me in the past.
Do you guys think the CBD might help me?
If 2 months from now, things haven't improved what about trying CBD with low THC? Maybe things will be different on the second go. Maybe if I take it properly at a lower dose, the right environment etc, I might actually enjoy it and this loop/cycle/circle of anxiety that I am stuck in might go away?
Or best to avoid the plant altogether?
Thanks
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