spirituality

[ferghini7]

Or, I'm a psychopath and that's the way I've thought since aged 4.

this seems possibly maybe deduceably the case

[ferghini7]

I just looked at the homepage and thought how messy it looked then closed the page lol, had another look, it's ok for a laugh, just take everything you read with a pinch of salt eh

last time i really really really wanted to find something worthwhile to read

que nada

[Jingo]

might get on reddit again, never got into it before...

I've been astounded at the amount of censorship going on with Reddit since the covid 19 thing. But I guess a Chinese company made a big investment in Reddit, and now they're just pushing Chinese communist propaganda. Sort of like the New York Times and the Washington Post. These days I would probably trust the National Inquirer over the New York Times.

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[redisiel]

Read spirituality, then half the first post then here
Looooooooong!!!!!!

[Jingo]

Read spirituality, then half the first post then here
Looooooooong!!!!!!

Don't go away yet redz, I'm going to be posting up a lot of stuff in here over time. Mostly woo woo stuff

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[ferghini7]

once i had a wax melt on a candle burner

the wax melt said 4 hours
i swear on my life it lasted over 50 and even then it was burning and wasnt going down
during this time god (melek) and satan (abd) were affirming to me that it was actually happening

other experiences i cant explain other than it was the god

[MrC]

Bugger...I've gone down the reddit rabbit hole now, lookin at unexplained and never solved disappearances etc. Mental how some folk just vanish, ppl never knowin what happened, must be fuckin torture.

[ferghini7]

Bugger...I've gone down the reddit rabbit hole now, lookin at unexplained and never solved disappearances etc. Mental how some folk just vanish, ppl never knowin what happened, must be fuckin torture.

im avoiding it

[Jingo]

once i had a wax melt on a candle burner

the wax melt said 4 hours
i swear on my life it lasted over 50 and even then it was burning and wasnt going down
during this time god (melek) and satan (abd) were affirming to me that it was actually happening

other experiences i cant explain other than it was the god

I think of those two as a lawyer and a king. I listen to lawyers but I only believe about half of what they say.

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[Jingo]

After I graduated from college I took a job as a youth counselor in an outward bound style counseling program. We took young men out in the woods on 16-day wilderness trips year-round, we were even out there in the winter time when the Marines were pulling their people out of their winter survival exercises.

As part of their experience we would put the youth out on solo where they would spend three days completely alone and contemplate spiritual matters. During the winter the staff, usually myself and one other person, would stay in a nice warm cabin for those three days.

One night as I was laying on the top bunk in this cabin I felt myself drop into a light trance, then I begin to see little creatures kind of floating around or flying around in the air above my face. I watched with a certain fascination for a while it was really rather interesting and I've always felt that depending upon the trance I would literally be looking at alternate dimensions. I usually would notice a small vibration and if I tuned that vibration correctly I would have more control over my experience. I did a little tuning of the vibration and I lost the creatures but I saw something else out of the corner of my eye. There was a figure of a woman sitting by the wood stove with her back to me she had on a white blouse and had long flowing hair I really couldn't tell the color.

The trip went off without any other occurrences and we returned back to our main lodge. I was surprised to see this gal that I used to work with there. We had even done a little dating. She had quit and left the state over some family business and had returned back to work. While we were talking she told me that she had dreamed that she was up in that cabin sitting by the fire. It was at the exact time that we had the youth out on solo. So I said yeah you were sitting on the left side of the stove facing towards the kitchen, she got kind of wide-eyed and said yes how did you know. Simple I saw you

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