I can relate to much of that, dude.
I don't yet keep a diary, so to speak, but I have been meaning to for many, many years. Frankly, if other people can't handle the fact that some people think a lot and explore what's inside of them, well, it's their problem.
In fact, I've been through the inner-portal so many times now that I'm almost there constantly, even when I'm not using self-medication.
It used to take some class A, or some really good weed to get there, but these days it's so familiar to live in my head that it's become my reality.
I suppose we could theorise that our realities are always in our heads, since that's where the 'outside' is interpeeted and experienced, and that in itself is something that I often re-visit. Weed certainly helps that process along.
Personally, I don't think anything you've said so far is anything but how humans are meant to be. If it weren't for our imaginations, where would the human race be today?
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