Ok, so I'm having a major problem right now and I hope someone can give me some helpful information about what is happening to me.
I've been a chronic weed smoker for the last 10 years, I would normally smoke between 8-12 joints per day (rather large ones) and feel perfectly fine.
Weed never really caused me any problems apart from the usual demotivation and perhaps lack of ambition.
After performing a quick calculation I estimated I must have smoked somewhere between 20000 to 30000 joints in my life so far.
I recently turned 30 and all of a sudden weed started giving me anxiety problems and panic attacks. It was rather horrible so I decided to try and stop smoking to see if I would feel better. I went cold turkey for about a month and half and the anxiety is now almost gone.
Problem is, I don't really want to stop, I love weed. It's one of life little gift that I enjoy very much and I wish I could smoke responsibly ( a joint per day maybe? ) without having anxiety and panic attacks.
Does anyone ever went through something similar? Is weed now a bad thing for me forever and I can never enjoy it like I used to be?
Thanks in advance!
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